The New Year

Well I've finally come to the realization that I need to make some major changes in order to become the best person I can be. Since childhood I've struggled with my weight. Now I believe I'm motivated to finally slay that dragon. Earlier in the day I celebrated my 37th birthday and a bit of reality smacked me, I am getting old. It's time to stop the excuses and complaints. I have to finally get to the task of losing weight.

Things Don't Change

No matter how I try, nothing changes. All of the lofty goals I've set for myself over the years have turned to stone. By this point in my life I thought that I would have a decent career, a family and the typical picket fence. Now what I have is a room living with my mom, no real local friends, depression issues and a job that I really don't enjoy.
It's not like I don't have a education. In addition to my bachelor's degree, I went to tech school for computers and also completed a course at the Connecticut School of Broadcasting. That was always my first love, broadcasting. Ever since I was a child my love for music was my calling and I figured since I never really could get the hang of the guitar I would try being on the radio.