I just don't know how I'm going to change my outlook on things. There is this girl at my job that I am totally infatuated with. Literally my heart jumped the first time I saw her. Luckily I know one of her friends...I asked her about any possibilities and I got the line that she has just gotten out of a long relationship and she doesn't want to date anyone.
Just to let anyone who is actually reading this know up front, I haven't been on a date in 3 or 4 years. It's just pathetic. It has to do with my lack of confidence, plus the fact that I'm overweight.
So, that just makes my job harder. Only once in my life have I had a girlfriend for more than 2 dates. That lasted about a year and I fucked that one up. So you can see why I get down on myself when it comes to women. Being 37 years old and hardly having any experience on the dating scene is pretty rotten. It's not like I'm a bad looking guy or anything.
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